exam is coming

already tried my best to reserve the time for study

should be ok

many things happen in workplace

drive me feel like walking in a hell

dunno how to say but i really dun enjoy it

however

i know facets in our life

which we need to figure out how to deal with

i just want to be a person who can put all unrelated things aside

and being not affected by others

it is damn hard

but i have to try on it

or else i cannot survive in this universe

always compare means nth

cox ya never can use your own measuring tape on others

just do the best as i can is the best way to deal with the stuffs in office

i will try to make myself happier

and treat this as a training for myself

to have more space to others

i hope i can do it

everyone has his or her own perception on others

it is no doubt

what we can do is minimize the impact of that on ourselves

i m learning on how to do it

hope i can

there are too many things i have to do

besides work

i have my saxophone class

dancing class

movies time

concerts time

they are all the positive energy i can get in my life

so

compare with the office stuffs

they are utmost in my life.

exam is coming

7 and 11 of dec

after that i will free like a bird

at least from School

next year will find other thing to learn

very happy

hope can get the pass for the school

and then i can graduate for my 2nd master

my next goal will be phd

but will be few years later

maybe after my marriage

maybe after i have a kid

long way to go

but this is the final goal for my life

so from today

i have to finish my last project

and then start revision

just get a pass is ok for two subjects

cox the office work already occupied 90% of my time

sigh

and also need to remain the time for Mr piggy

and sometimes for my frds

hmmm

after exam need to find my brother and design the dress

hope can make it before next april

many things have to do

but need to step by step

hope time can help

hope i can sleep as less as i can .

weekend seem back to normal

have field trip on sat and then go to travel agent afterward

will have a trip end of decemeber 2009..YEAH!

before that, need to carry on my study and work

need to spend more time on them

i hope i can finish my study end of this yr

then next yr i can start to study whatever i like :)

that is good

also need to plan for other things

need to prepare well myself

at least cannot get sick as always...

too bad

Happy birthday to myself

Happy birthday to myself

one year gone

i hope i can find my way

and also can know what is the most important thing in my life

really do not want to waste my time anymore

on the tiny stuffs

and the tiny people

after this year

2010 will be a new yr for me

probably can finish my second master

and then i can free like a bird

and learn what i want

have more free time

and can find my own career

i hope i can be more mature

and can have a higher EQ

learn how to be patience

and listen to others

hope i can smile from my heart

and can bring happiness to others

i hope all the things can be beautiful

for all people

who like azure

looking forward to my graduation.

a bit disappointed

well

as always

when you know more

ya will feel more disappointed

i should let go

cox all of us are human

human are selfish

n dishonest

today is angela bday

happy bithday angela

hope you are doing well

somehow it is not a bad thing to leave

cox sometimes people are suffering in the society

which is full of suspect

lies

and dishonesty

and unfairness

Marin graduation

good for her

i hope i can have mine next yr

i like the flowers

it looks good

i prefer pinky one

rather than the yellow

i dunno why

anyway

hope things going well for my frds